By Rachel McKinley
You are picking dandelions in a rainwater lake, squishing the sopping petal in my palms, gifting me your wonder. I am a hippo, you say, barefoot bottom-walking, not swimming, because you don’t know how to do that yet. The water is murky now, churned by the exploration of trampling feet, curious hands. Your Crocs float; so do your brother’s sandals. Your sisters’ rain boots, haphazardly launched into the deep, are drying out on the pavement, as best they can. The water line inches up your body, invisible at first on your bare knees, creeping slowly to your thighs, your waist, your shoulders as you make friends with the water. The fabric clings to your skinny frame, a makeshift bodysuit that makes you seem taller and smaller at the same time. You discover air bubbles, fill your shorts and shirt, delight in the capture and release of what you (usually) cannot see. Your sisters, still potty training, scream that they need to pee, so we call a temporary halt, make plans to return in the afternoon. You cry at the caution that the puddle may be gone by then, may be absorbed into the ground, food for the dandelions, grass, and clover under the surface. I feel at home there, you say. As I dry your tears, I confess my fear of losing things, too.
Rachel McKinley is an MFA candidate and Graduate Teaching Assistant at the University of Alaska in Fairbanks. When not writing, reading, or homeschooling her four children, she enjoys hiking and attempting to keep plants alive.